At 30, Khloe Kardashian may have learned enough about herself as she realized what she really needs to be happy. The reality star has been gliding along an erratic romantic lane in an on-off relationship with French Montana, and a petition for divorce from Lamar-Odom that's been put on hold since their split in 2013. KK admitted that she doesn't crave sex and that all she crave for is companionship

So what's been going on in KK's mind recently? It pretty sure is that she's been going through a lot of depression with her previous relationships, and some of those are caused by certain remorse. In an article posted on Hollywood Life, Khloe subtly showed her regrets about splitting up with Lamar saying: "I was 30 in June and by the time I hit that age I thought I would have kids and still be married."

It's as though KK imagines how her life would have ended up had she not filed a divorce from Lamar. She adds that "because that's not the way it went, you can't sit in a ball and cry'', The Hollywood life tells.

Nothing could be more obvious than that of how KK really thinks about her relationship status. In an interview with Cosmopolitan UK, according to the Dailymail, Khloe Kardashian revealed: "I don't crave sex... I just want to cuddle."

And while she hinted on her recent regrets, she also said that she's happy being single because she now prefers companionship over being physically intimate.

While many speculated that the reason Khloe married Lamar was because of his wealth and fame, the reality star disproves the gossip saying: "When I first got married some of my girlfriends said, 'you never have to work now - you married a basketball player''', New York Daily News reveals.

Nevertheless, KK continues, "I don't care if you marry someone who works at the grocery store or someone who is a director of a company... everyone should have their own identity. It's not about numbers.''

But is there a possibility that she's going back to Lamar-Odom? Well, there is quite a solid evidence to prove that. Khloe admitted in a video clip that she wished she was still married to Lamar-Odom had she had the chance to choose her on way.

And in a recent article by Hollywood Life, Khloe implied that she only dated French Montana because she was lonely. She said, "I jumped into something because I was lonely and destructive... but now I'm like I just want to be alone... I gotta grieve, I'm still married."